Whores will be whores...

Even though some might see this as a bad trait, I love it.

Dont you just hate it when you try to warn someone about something and they just ignore you? I know people learn from experience, and me telling them isnt going to work.

But when I have experienced something, I dont want people I care about to have to go through the same thing, its just pointless.

But when they do its always good to say I TOLD YA SO!!! of course not to their face, just in my head! (you dont wanna rub it in!) but I do, do the whole "I told ya so... I told ya soo" song and dance in my head. All the while comforting them like a good friend should.

About 14 months while I was still dancing I started dating the DJ of the club(who also worked at 3 regular night clubs at the time), we'll call him J. Me and J got along very well. Of course I dont know what I was thinking, everyone knows DJs are whores. I mean they get all the groupie sluts who think its cool to be all over the DJ. Whatever....

Anyway, there was this waitress at my club named E. She was a slut! She would get wasted and make out with anyone, she even kissed the homeless guy selling flowers (she did it for a free flower). Well J and I were fighting and to make me mad he slept with E.

The thing about J and I was we didnt want anyone at the club to know about our relationship, we could have gotten fired. So when I found out about their little sex fest, I couldnt really tell anyone at work.

~Fast forward 1.5 years....

My friend T, who also dances there has been in a long distance relationship for about 2 years. They travel to see each other about once or twice a month.

About 6 months ago T has become "best" friends with E. I tried to tell T to watch out for E, shes a little cunt who will try to take your man!!! But did T listen to me? NOOOO!!!! why didnt she listen, I tried to warn her.

Guess what happened..... Yep, Two weeks ago T thought something was up. So being the little sneaky bitch that us females can be, she went through E's stuff. And low and behold what did she find? E's cell phone bill with about 30 calls to and from T's man... and this was just for one month. It turns out, they have been secretely seeing each other since June. Now T is all sad, wanting to fight E, blah blah blah......

All this could have been prevented, if she just would have listened. Now she lost her man and her "best" friend...

Can I just say it, I have to say it just once......

I TOLD YA SO!!!!!

What did he expect a call saying... I love you daddy?

YEAH RIGHT!!!

I think in a previous post I had talked about my father. I know there are alot of people who have issues with their parents, or never met them. Honestly, I wish I never had met my father.

Ever since I can remember he has been an ass! Not the usuall "I know I promised I would come, but I was busy" or the "Your never going to be anything" type of ass, he was much worse!

I am the youngest of 4 girls, the two oldest have different fathers than my sister R and I. My oldest half-sister was 13 when I was born. Lets just say my father did some pretty HORRIBLE things to her, and my other half-sister (my mother never knew what was going on until they got divorced). Luckily for me, I was too young and didnt have to suffer like they did.

Once my parents got divorced, I rarely seen him. He was a very bad alcoholic and was constantly at the bar. When I was about 6 or 7, I remember my mother forcing me to go to the bar to visit with him. I hated that! My sister R never had to go because she was old enough to say no(lucky bitch.. LOL). Him and my mother would be so wasted I could barely understand what they were saying. And my father would do the whole "I love you sooooo much, I am so sorry that I am not there for you!" bullshit. Then when I was about 9 these talks started to get more inappropriate. Thank god my mother never left me alone with him, who knows what might have happened.

I was always looking for an excuse to not see him. Soon it was Christmas, and he never called. Then it was my 11th birthday, and he didnt call then either. This was my excuse to yell at him, my one chance to tell him how I felt! So I did, I called him and left him the nastiest message on his voice mail. When the bastard called back, he wouldnt even talk to me. He yelled at my mother and asked her "how could you let your bitch of a daughter talk to me like that?"

That was the last time my mother or I spoke to him.

The point of this story is....

My uncle has worked for my father for the last 10 or 11 years. All of a sudden two days ago my father asks my uncle if he talks to us.. Ummm duh! he is my uncle, of course I see him....

My father wanted my uncle to tell me and my sister to call him because he "misses" us.

UGHHH!!!! what a fucking asshole. I hate him! I want no communication with him at all! After 10 years he finally decided that he "misses" us. I just wish I could bitch slap him, knock some fucking sence into his head...

Sorry I had to rant, I really just needed to get this off my chest. Its driving me crazy how he can be such an ass!

I'm not sayin shes a golddigga.........

Ever wonder what some girls are thinking when they do and say certain things?

First off let me start by saying that I'd rather do certain things for my self than ask my boyfriend to do them for me. I have one friend in particular (we'll call her M) who thinks I am stupid for for being this way, and we argue about it all the time.

About a year ago M's boyfriend bought her a car. Since then they have broken up, but still keep in touch and he let her kept the car. M has 3 kids, all in school. Two days ago M and her ex got into a huge fight over something stupid. So what does he do? He came to her house yesterday morning while she was sleeping and took the car (he had the spare key). At this point her kids are already late for school, which isnt walking distance from their house. Now M is stuck with no car, no way to get her kids to school and no way to get to work!

And I'm the stupid one?

This happens to her alot, she has a guy do something for her and then it backfires in her face when they break up or fight. Wouldnt you rather just do it for yourself than have to go through this shit? I never want anyone to be able to hold something over my head... Its just not worth it to me!

But even though all these things happen to her she still does it. I think she just likes being able to say "oh he bought me this, and he bought me that" But is that really worth it? Just to brag to your friends, you'd put your life in a big pool of drama? Its so materialistic, like all that matters in life is what you can get guys to do or buy for you. I could understand if she didnt have children, but to interfere with their school, thats kinda messed up.

Just another day....

So i've decided to start a new blog. I've heard some good things about this site, and I thought I'd try it out. Hopefully it lives up to its expectations....

I'm so glad this weekend is over, I am exhausted! I started it off alittle early. I went out with some friends on Thursday and ended up getting pretty trashed, and didnt get to sleep until like
4 am. On Friday I had the worse hangover ever! work was horrible... Ever since then I've been behind on my sleep. Hopefully with the new week I can catch up.
Well I guess I should go and see what this site is about..... love to hear from you!

~lilly~

I think I woke up on the wrong side of the bed...

Ughhh!!!! Its just one of those days.

Couldnt sleep very well last night, not because of me but because of inconsiderate people who know I have to get up early!
I hate to turn the ringer of my phone off because my sister is pregnant and I get nervous that something might happen. Unfortunatley last night I had no choice, it just keep ringing and ringing and ringing.

Then I woke up about 20 minutes late, I must have turned the alarm off and fell back asleep. So After I finally got up and take a half ass shower I realize I forgot to iron my clothes for the day. (I usually do the night before to save time) So as I am ironing my shirt what do you think happens? of course there was black shit on the iron which then got all over my shirt! UGHHH!!! On top of everything else I broke a fucking nail.

I need to just go back to sleep......

You know who you are...

Has anyone ever told you that your great?

I just wanted to let everyone here know how much I appreciate all the advice that I receive.
There are somethings that are just easier to talk to strangers about. And if I had to choose what strangers to confide in it would definately be you guys. Except for the occasional asshole, I enjoy everyone on this site.

I'm sure this means nothing to most of you, but its nice to know that people can support each other although they've never met. In my life I've only met a few individuals who I can actually call friends. Most people I meet are two faced, arrogant pricks. I was beginning to give up my hope of meeting a "good" group of people. Its just nice to finally meet some that are down to earth, honest and true to themselves.

So thanks for rejuvenating my hope....

Love hurts

Is it okay to love someone who cannot love you back? They might love you, but just cant give you the time and affection you want. Lately it seems that is where I am.

My boyfriend has been preoccupied alot lately, well more like the last couple of months. At first it was okay, because I DO understand that he has been very busy. I cant emphasize that enough. He has built his company up from nothing to one of the fastest growing companies is ohio. On top of traveling alot and the excessive amount of meetings, he constantly has to take his clients out to dinner, games, etc. Not to mention other personal things that have to be taken care of. We barely see each other, usually once or twice a week because of how far apart we live and me not being able to drive. The hard part is now things are moving so fast for him that we hardly get to talk; we email during the day, a call here or there at night and thats it. I feel forgotten. I know that he thinks about me, and I know that he loves me. I just cannot silence my feelings anymore.

The thing is I feel so selfish when I bring this topic up. If I didnt understand it would be different. But I do! I keep telling myself that there are things that he needs to do right now. Things that are top priority; and they should be. I completely understand that his company is important, I want him to be successful. So why is it that I keep thinking only of myself? I am not a selfish person, I would give someone my last dollar if they were hungary. This is driving me crazy.

He knows how I feel and he does things to compensate for the time he cannot be there for me. But that only helps until the next time I need him and he isnt there.

My whole life I have been a very rational person. This should be so easy for me, its not like he is doing it on purpose, so I cannot blame him. I would never expect him to settle for where his career is now. He has the potential to be something great. If only I DIDNT understand things would be so much easier.

Its not like I can leave him, I love him. I would never let something this petty get in the way of our relationship, but it bothers me so much. I wish I could just forget these feelings! If I could only silence them until things settle down. I dont want to ruin this, but I dont know how to stop...

Man in the moon?

I was watching the news last night, and I saw that the US is spending over 100 billion dollars to send people to the moon. Am I the only one who sees a problem with this? I mean come on... With all that is going on right now with the hurricanes, can we really afford to do this? Not saying that space exploration isnt important, but is it on the top of the list right now? Sometimes I just dont understand why we do the things we do....

How could anyone dislike us?

Only In America


Only in America.....can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance.

Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink.

Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front.

Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke.

Only in America......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters.

Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage.

Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place.

Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight.

Only in America......do we use the word "politics" to describe the process so well. 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures'.

Only in America......do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering.

All that said...It's still the greatest country in the world...Yeah Baby! Yeah!!

I see the light

I spent the weekend at the hospital with C. She seems to be doing much better. They transfered her to cleveland clinic and started doing the plasma transfer. The doctor said he is suprised how much one treatment has helped. It will still be about a month before she gets out, once she starts getting control back she will begin the physical therapy. Her mom finally went back to Florida, I was so happy I didnt have to see her, but now she convinced C to move down there once she can walk again.


I made this bet with a friend this weekend, maybe someone can help me with it. Awhile ago when the rap artist Kanye West made the comment on tv that Bush doesnt care about black people, who was standing next to him? Was it Mike Myers or the guy from Deuce Bigalow?

As the pole turns vol.2

Back to the club....

I havent remembered any more weird fetishes, but I have remembered some odd, disgusting or even humiliating things that have happened out of the blue...

When a girl is giving a guy a "private" dance, the last thing she is thinking about is the guy (unless he is really cute) Shes usually thinking about what to cook for dinner, what to wear on her date, etc. So when things like this occur most of the girls are kinda dazed and wondering what the hell just happened.

-There was a guy who would come in on a regular basis, the thing was he had a colostomy bag. Most girls would try to avoid him, but as a joke we would get all the new girls to dance for him without telling them. One time a girl was dancing for him, I have no idea how this happened but the bag started leaking. To make a long story short the girl ended up getting shit all over her leg. Well when a girl has to go on stage she has to be on time, so this girl had to dance on stage for 3 songs smelling like shit and had no idea why.

-Of course we drank on the job. Some girls would get really drunk and clumsy... They would fall down the stairs, trip up the stairs, fall while doing a dance, etc. But the most memorable one was this girl Barbie. On one of the stages there was a pole that spun(most poles dont) so when your spinning on it, its hard to stop it. She must have forgot that, and went to do this trick. Well she stopped but the pole didnt, she lost her balance and flew off the pole and off of the stage knocking over two tables in the process. It was hilarious....

-I shouldnt joke much about that though, I was the clumsiest of them all. I held the record for falling the most on stage in one day-3 times (which I might add is very embarrassing!). But what can I say my shoes were broken. One time I was doing this trick were you climb up the pole and slide down upside down. Im not sure what went wrong but when I flipped upside down I couldnt move. I was stuck hanging upside down about 30 feet in the air, and I couldnt flip back around because there wasnt enough room. After about 5 minutes I finally had to have one of the girls climb up and help me down.

-Its also common where a girl would start her period without knowing it. That was pretty funny, especially if she had on white thongs... Just to see the look on the guys face, it cracks me up just to think about it...

Fortunately the girls arent the only ones who do embarrassing things, men do too. Most common are them falling asleep, falling off bar stools, falling down the stairs, giving their friends lap dances and some have even stripped...

-Once a girl was dancing for a guy for his bachelor party, needless to say he was really drunk. Next thing you know he threw up all over her. She was so disgusted that she threw up all over him... EWWW how nasty!


Thats about it for now.

Next episode: Strippers are so damn mean!

Hypocrits

First let me start by saying this is not intended for one person in particular!!!


It seems to me like there are some hypocrites here. People saying:

I can write about anything I want, its my blog.

Everyone has the right to their own opinion.

If you dont like what I write then dont read my blog.

But at the same time they are criticizing other's blogs, stating what THEY think is wrong with other blogs. Well I dont see how that is any different from people criticizing their blog. Is it okay for someone to do unto others but find it wrong when the same thing is done to them? Hypocrite? I think so...

What exactly is this person gaining from commenting on other blogs? nothing... It is not making people like them, it is not giving them any kind of satisfaction. So why do it? If you dont like what they are saying then dont read it. Isnt that what you say to people who dont like what you have to say?

I'm just a little confused, maybe I dont see the whole picture. It seems like a bunch of bs to me.

How hard is it to comprehend....

DONT BE A HYPOCRITE!!!!

-dont like what I have to say, hey thats fine I can honestly care less....

If you feel like this blog is aimed at you, then most likely it is.

BE TRUE TO YOURSELF... NOONE HAS TO LIVE WITH YOUR CONCIOUS BUT YOU.

This cant be hapening

Yesterday I spent all evening lying in bed feeling like a horrible friend. I mentioned in a previous post that my best friend C has GBS (Guillan Barre Syndrome). Shes been in the hospital for about 3 weeks.

Unfortunately, because it is such a rare disease there are only 2 known ways to treat it. High doses of Immunoglobulin and plasma transfer.The Immunoglobulin isnt working so they will be transfering her to the Cleveland Clinic for the plasma transfer.

All week I've been trying to call her and noone has been answering. So yesterday I finally got thru and her mother answered the phone.
-(FYI her mom and I HATE each other, I mean we cannot be in the same room without arguing. She has done some horrible things to C, and continues to do them. She once kicked C and C's son out when he was just 4 months old, but on top of that she put all their stuff on the lawn in the rain until C could pick it up.)-

She said that C is getting worse and that things arent looking as good as they were before.

The disease attacks your nervous system. Before it was that she couldnt move her legs and only had partial control of her arms. Now she cannot move at all, her entire body is paralized, she cannot speak and its also affecting her breathing. Shes also been having anxiety attacks, which are causing her to stop
breathing completely.

I looked it up online to have a better understanding of it. Theres not much info, but what is there basically says most people fully recover. And that recovery has alot to do with how much determination the patient has to get better.

But her bitch of a mother couldnt just say it like that. No she had to say it with a smart ass attitude. "Well maybe if people actually realized how shes feeling, they would understand that she cannot speak to them, and even if she could she wouldnt want to... Oh but dont think I meant that towards you. And as for her recovering, I never have expected much from C, so if I were you I wouldnt get my hopes up for her getting better"

What a bitch. How could someone be so negative towards her " oh I never really expected much" UGHHHH. Well shes always been like this, I just assumed that things would be differnt since C is in such bad shape.

I should be there for her, I should be there everyday. But I cant. I cant see her like this, it was hard for me to see her last week when she was doing much better. Now that shes worse I dont know if I could handle it.
The doctor said shes very depressed, which is understandable. The thing is I know I will cry if I see her, I dont want her to cry too. I dont want to make things harder on her. But I know I need to be there, I just dont know what to do...

The whip craps and it feels so good

Back to the whole fetish thing.

A couple years ago I went to the fetish ball with some friends. What a crazy time that was. Ohh the things I saw. For any one whos been to one you know what I am talking about.


Men walking their girlfriends on leashes and vice versa. Women and men in their late 60s walking aroung in leather outfits barely covering anything, people in bondage gear that looked very uncomfortable, hell there was even a drag queen fashion show.

There were contraptions everywhere so you could tie someone up, or be tied up yourself and enjoy some good ol' ass spankin.... And yes i did get in one, well more like a couple, but what can I say I know how to have fun and I enjoy it... There were people making out everywhere, some even having sex. It was CRAZY!!!!


There were people of all ages, races, and sexual preferences....
I've never seen such a diverse crowd getting along and not judging each other.

It was great. unfortunatly I missed it this year, but you better bet that I will be going next time...<

As the pole turns

Most people would look at feet and think they are ugly... I am one of those people, but you'd be surprised at how many men actually like feet.

When I used to dance, men would come in all the time and want to look at your feet. They would have weird requests about licking, rubbing, and even smelling a girls foot.

We had one man who would come in every Saturday, he was always so nervous, that he would be trembling alittle. He would pay the girl like $200 to play with her feet. It was so nasty because he would bring in that sex lotion and lick it off of their feet.

There were a couple guys like that; most of which would just rub the girls feet. The worse part of that was that usually the girl had been dancing for a couple hours, and her feet would be all stinky and sweaty. But they liked that, YUCK!!!!!

When it comes to fetishes feet are about as noraml as they come. I've seen some very disgusting things in my life. Men can be very sick people, they like women to do sordid things to turn them on.

Off the top of my head here are some of the not so normal things men have asked my friends and of course my self to do:

- Lots of times guys would come in and want to be beaten. Seriously, they wanted to be kicked and punched as hard as you could in their balls, or even have their face stepped on; and stripper shoes are alot different than regular shoes. (this was always alot of fun, who wouldnt want to get paid for kickin some guy in his balls)

- A guy was a "regular" customer of one of my close friend, he knew when she would be on her period and would only come in then, he would ask her to pull out her tampon in front of him. He even asked if he could keep it. Thankfully she never did it.

- Verbal abuse was big too. We would have a lot of very submissive men come in and want to be treated like shit. They would want you to call them your bitch, and slap them until they said they were your bitch. They just wanted you to say the most dirtiest, nastiest things you could think of.

- One guy was very different, he didnt want the girl to dance at all. He would have her take off her clothes and throw them across the room, then take off her shoes and throw them across the room. Then he wanted her to put them back on and do the same thing about 5 or 6 times. Finally he would have her do topless cartwheels; over and over and over.


Well thats just the tip of the iceburg. Give me some time to think (it has been awile) and I'll post again about some of the more disgusting things that happen in the life of a stripper.

Ughh... What a shitty weekend

I dont know about the rest of you, but September is one of my favorite months.

The beginning of football season!

Unfortunately we are getting off to a bad start; but what else could you expect from the Browns. We havent had a decent team since we went to the playoffs in 2000 or maybe it was 2001. Anyway, like I've said this was a depressing game. There was hope at first, then just like that it was gone. We lost to Cincinnati 27-10! UGGHHHHHHHH!!! I just wanted to cry... We played like shit. Two of our touchdowns called back because of those stupid stupid flags... We need discipline!!!

Thats not the worse part of the weekend though. Saturday was college football. Buckeyes v. Long horns. What a great game, let me emphisize on how important this game was. The Longhorns are in 2nd position and the Buckeyes are in 4th. This was a very well played game, but we still lost. Another sad moment. I think this weekend should go in the hall of fame for most let downs in one weekend.

At least we have the Indians kickin some ass! I dont enjoy baseball but it feels good for our city to be good at something...

Whose broad stripes and bright stars...

Why do I feel like this?

Whether Im sitting here reading blogs, or surfing the net reading news articles about katrina I get upset. Not upset with the usual things, but with how different countries put us down. Everyone has their right to share their opinion, but I get offended when I hear bad things about the US from people who do not live here. When people from America say things it doesnt bother me, I mean I have said some things bashing our government also. I just do not want to hear others doing it. People saying things like they should have known this would happen, they should have never built a city under sea level, how could they be so nieve, etc...

Yeah, thats all common sense. I say it all the time. So why is it that I am getting so upset with these people from other countries who are voicing the same opinion I have?

Maybe because I love America, I live here and always will, and they dont; but does that give me the right to say certain things? And because they dont live here does that take their right away?

I just dont know...

Am I the only one who feels like this?

I was reminded of this by a friend of mine today and thought it was good example of the things I have to deal with...

Is this normal?

About 1.5 years ago I met this guy through one of my friends, and I gave him my number. We talked maybe once or twice on the phone but mostly text messaged each other. After awhile we stopped talking; one night I was doing this wrestling match at a local bar and he was there. My friend and I ended up getting pretty wasted and didnt want to drive. So we wouldnt have to pay for a cab he offered us a ride, he stayed in the car; never stepped one foot in my house.

Before I go any further let me explain my house. It was a 3 family house, and was huge. Once in the hallway there is no way to tell which door went to which apartment. So unless you know exactly which door to use there is no way of knowing where to go. Once you opened my first door, there were two flights of stairs, then another door leading into my kitchen.

One sunday afternoon I saw him pull into my driveway. He beeped the horn and called me but I just acted like I wasnt home. About an hour later I jumped in the shower. My sister lived downstairs from me so I usually didnt lock the door, I felt safe. When I got out of the shower and walked into my kitchen, this guy was just standing there. I started flipping out and asked him why the fuck he was in my house. He said that since he hasnt heard from me he thought something had happened, and since my door was open he thought it was okay for him to walk in. After I threatened to call the cops he left. He called me later and asked why I was so upset. How dumb can one person be?

Wouldnt anyone in their right mind be mad. I mean for all he knew some crazy guy with a gun could have lived there and shot his ass. I just dont understand what is going through peoples minds when they do things like this. Did he actually think that I would like finding him in my house? Especially with me half naked...

Can you hear me now?...... damn it!

Stupid, stupid me...

About a month ago I decided to change cell phone company to Sprint. Why? you might ask. Well I have no idea.
I was under the impression that I might actually have good service. WRONG.

My phone does not work in or around my house. I have no signal at all; so because of that I dont receive any of my incoming calls and most of the time my signal fades before I can make any calls. So I called sprint, threw a little fit and they did a diagnostics on the tower by my house. They call me back 3 days later to tell me that there isnt anything they can do. Bastards!!!! It has to deal with type of tower it is, it doesnt give off a strong enough signal.
Why would they use a "microtower" in the first place? Why not use only full strength towers?

Ahhhh... there lies the question. The answer... who knows; because they sure as hell dont. They gave me some bullshit answer, and told me they were sorry for any inconvenience this has caused me.

"Sorry?" how the hell does that make me feel better. Am I supposed to be grateful that these assholes are sorry. I do not want a fucking apology, I want my money back for the phone and I want out of the contract. They didnt think that was necessary; and asked my why I couldnt just use my home phone while I'm at home. If I had a home phone I wouldnt have a problem, I always thought.. why should I need a home phone if I have my cell phone. Now I know why.


So now I have the pleasure of finding a way out of this contract, which is going to be hell!!! Good thing I work for an attorney, he might come in handy.

Theres no winner when it comes to race

Damon Hewitt, a civil rights lawyer who works with the NAACP Legal Defense Fund, agreed: "What was allowed to happen was that folks who we knew were not able to evacuate, who we knew were not evacuating, were not provided for. Folks were able to sit for three days without food, without water."

To Hewitt, this means the aftermath of Hurricane Katrina has turned into a racial story. "It's very difficult to imagine this happening to folks who are not poor, to folks who are not African-American," he continued. "We knew this was going to happen. Yet, it was allowed to occur."

Today, some civil rights leaders joined in questioning whether race played a part in the emphasis being placed on targeting those who have been labeled as looters.
(Copied from an article from ABC news)

Why does everything in this country always have to be about race? Its not like only one race deals with poverty... Tragedy can effect anyone anywhere.It just happens that this time it hit a predominately african american area. What if it would have hit a white neighborhood,or a latino neighborhood, does that mean Bush would have done a better job? No, Bush would have done the same thing. He didnt wait so long to help because the people were black, he did it because he is an idiot. Thats all there is to it. The whole country is affected by this, some more than others, but not just one race. Cant we forget about our race for once, in a time of need we should forget what kind of americans we are; be it asian american, african american, or irish american and just remember that we ALL are americans.

Condelezza Rice said it best:

"That Americans would somehow in a color-affected way decide who to help and who not to help, I, I just don't believe it," she said. "The African-American community has obviously been very heavily affected. But people are doing what they can for Americans. Nobody wants to see any American suffer."

Some people are so ungreatful!

Hopefully I am the only one who feels this way, but I feel like America has be forgotten once more. It seems like any time another country has a problem we are the first ones to help out. We send money and care packages full of water and food. Yet when we are in the need of help everyone just turns their backs and acts like there is nothing they can do. And if they cant give money, what about food, water,medical supplies or even just a few troops to help keep everyone in line. We can send billions of dollars overseas to help out, but even we cannot donate enough money for our OWN country...I just dont understand, these people have lost everything they've ever owned and we have people like Britney Spears who was born in Louisiana, but doesnt send anything but her prayers. People cannot live off prayers alone... I understand not everyone can donate, but she has plenty of money to spare. It pisses me off, she wouldnt be where she is today without her fans, alot of which I'm sure are from Louisiana, and Mississippi. So why isnt she doing anything to support them? I never liked her anyway and this just gave me another reason to hate her.


Sorry, I just had to vent. When I heard on the radio this morning that Britney wasnt helping, it just ruined my day....

Most Embarrasing Moment

I was talking to some friends yesterday, and they like to talk about the embarrassing things we've done when we were younger. We got on the subject of people throwing up when they were drunk. First off let me say that I have this problem with drinking and not realizing that I havent eaten yet. With that said, one day me and about 7 friends were hanging out drinking cheap vodka. I cant drink that shit to begin with, anything you can buy at a convenient store makes me throw up. And of course I had forgotten to eat. Well I ended up getting pretty drunk. We had to drive about 45 minutes away to go to another friends house.We had about 4 people cramed in the back seat including myself. We had the radio blasting techno, going about 90 mph on the highway. I was looking out the window and the lights were going by so fast that it started to make me sick. I tried to look away but we were just going so fast; I knew I was going to get sick. I didnt have enough time to tell the driver to stop so I decided to just roll down my window. BAD IDEA!!! When I threw up, all of it just flew back into the car and all over my friends. Needless to say everyone was pretty appalled. We had to drive the rest of the way with everyone covered in my vomit. It was pretty nasty... Lesson Learned? its never a good idea to throw up out of a car window doing 90 on the highway... common sense you would think.

Most embarrassing moment

I was talking to some friends yesterday, and they like to talk about the embarrassing things we've done when we were younger. We got on the subject of people throwing up when they were drunk. First off let me say that I have this problem with drinking and not realizing that I havent eaten yet. With that said, one day me and about 7 friends were hanging out drinking cheap vodka. I cant drink that shit to begin with, anything you can buy at a convenient store makes me throw up. And of course I had forgotten to eat. Well I ended up getting pretty drunk. We had to drive about 45 minutes away to go to another friends house.We had about 4 people cramed in the back seat including myself. We had the radio blasting techno, going about 90 mph on the highway. I was looking out the window and the lights were going by so fast that it started to make me sick. I tried to look away but we were just going so fast; I knew I was going to get sick. I didnt have enough time to tell the driver to stop so I decided to just roll down my window. BAD IDEA!!! When I threw up, all of it just flew back into the car and all over my friends. Needless to say everyone was pretty appalled. We had to drive the rest of the way with everyone covered in my vomit. It was pretty nasty... Lesson Learned? its never a good idea to throw up out of a car window doing 90 on the highway... common sense you would think.